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Carrie, Kathy, and I will be visiting South Korea during this winter break in January. We have bought tickets from Air China, booked an AirBnB, and I already paid Carrie back $1,020.00. We made a Google Doc to keep track of things.

I am unhappy with Kathy and I don't know how to stop being unhappy with her. I keep feeling disregarded and betrayed by her actions, how perhaps her wish to "keep peace" and stay away from conflict is full of bullshit to me. By doing that, she is explicitly choosing a side, and she is complicit in whatever happens. The bystander. Who will do nothing. And then with the benefit of hindsight, will see the side that she choose by staying still and quiet. I no longer wish to suffer. I no longer wish to overthink and loose sleep over it. It infuriates me. And so I am done. I have talked to her before and repeatedly as well. It is enough for me.

Donald Trump is going to become president. I will be hanging out with Nora tomorrow, and hopefully Yan as well. Myra, Lichi, and I are applying for a summer program to teach English in China.

I have a presentation due and I am not prepared. Did not even finish the readings, but I supposed I will be asking many questions and staring at people, waiting for people to give examples. I wish I got the race relations presentation instead of neoliberalism.

Fell for Peanut when I went to Madison Square Garden to watch Worlds.

Will be talking to a mentor tomorrow over Skype.

I think I did okay. I think I'm doing okay.